Peace Out

So a lot has changed in my life in the last 2 months! Yep you guessed it, broke up with my boyfriend. Amazing how life changes in an instant. I was living with him and thought I had my life together and figured out. I was very happy, found a job at East West Resorts, loved my boyfriend, did lots of fun stuff this winter and last summer and then boom, just like a canon went off things were forever changed. I hadn't been treated very well in the last few months of our relationship and then when he didn't come home one night I pulled the trigger, moved out that morning. Guess where I moved..... back in with the parents. After a few weeks of devastation, heart ache (my heart really did ache, such a weird sensation), not feeling hungry and sleepless nights I have made a full recovery! Ophhh I hope to never go through that again. I am confused, one moment you are completely happy and in love and the next driving with a packed car with tears running down your face. How do you ever know what everlasting love is? I know it is better now to go through this then to get divorced but seriously how do you know???? This is question I am not sure anyone can answer... Peace Out Satchele!